I decided to start blogging again. Lol..
While I certainly dont know if I will stick with this grand idea, I do like the thought of putting my thoughts to something other than my own head. I do enjoy the quiet and the silence so much. SO MUCH. I need it. I didnt realize how much I enjoyed having personal alone time until I really got to live on my own. Doing things, like dishes, laundry, showering, eating...in silence, is so lovely. BUT sometimes, I wish I had someone here to talk to/with...an adult. Preferably male. lol. Just about my thoughts. I have been going to a therapist for a couple of years now and I truly do feel the most like myself I have ever been. But I dont know how to just be okay with being me. I've always strived for perfection. Even when I do great, I want to do better. And when I do meet my own expectations for myself, I beat myself up about it. I anticipate so many of us do this. I dont know if it's the covid world and working from home five days a week that has made me overly critical of my own ...
